November 01, 2008

A different kind of day -

Today seems to be a different kind of day. I didn't wake up until 9:30am which is rare for me - I woke up feeling strange. Very sick kind of feeling again. My heart is racing, in the restroom more than I'd like to be - I am hoping it's from the antibiotics and not another bug.

As I am typing this I keep wishing I didn't have to take so many meds and I am not on any for PH yet. I am on 12 different meds now - and wish I didn't need any of them. Sometimes I wonder if the meds don't make us sicker than we already are. I guess I will know when I get to heaven if it will matter then.

I feel like I am on a roller coaster ride and just can't get off - and I don't ride them. Maybe some day we all will be well again. That is my prayer.

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